Monday, April 4, 2011

The first time...

So this is what it feels like to blog. Not sure what to make of it quite yet. Am I supposed to just let my thoughts run wild and hope that my fingers can type as quickly as my mind is racing?
This is my first post in my first blog, and now I can't help thinking of all kinds of firsts. There is just something so exciting about doing something for the first time. Especially if it's something you're looking forward to do. But it can also be kinda scary. I mean the fear of failing, of being disappointed... And then there is that weird feeling of kind of crashing after an ultimate high. I remember that especially after my son was born. It was the best day of my life and 19 months later, I can recall everything that happened that day. I quickly realized though that nothing will ever feel like that again. No future birth of any child will be quite the same. That's a scary thought! Is that an awful thing to say/think (as I'm sitting here 5 months pregnant with our second child). Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely looking forward to another baby, but will it be the same feeling? Honestly, I don't think so. A first is a first and that can never change. does this sound too melancholy?
Well, here I am about to experience another first..sending off this first blog into cyberspace and wishing for something... Here's hoping...
Good night!

4 comments:

  1. Hi there im your 2nd follower! your are going to love the blogging world! so fun. come check out mine too. also I sell childrens wall art and can mail anywhere. msg me if you want something special made for you :)...ill keep reading!
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  2. Good luck with your first blog! It's a lot of fun, but it can be a lot of work, too.

    Lisa @All That and a Box of Rocks

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  3. Good luck with the blog! I've started a few and really love reading others but have a hard time giving mine the attention I'd like to...so here I am working the Mom Bloggers Club like you!

    On another note....I just had my second child 5 months ago and I was just like you! You can only have the same experience once...right? Yes...but guess what...your experience this time will be different then the first! I promise! Each of the births of my babies I will remember forever and they were both similar yet so different! And now as babies....my little girl is such a different baby then my son was....it's like doing it for the first time all over again!

    Good luck and I look forward to reading on about your experience!

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  4. Your going to love it! Welcome!

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